wonderland waning

maybe winter's overstayed just a tad of a day too long...

just like maria, i think i'll let fate handle most of my affairs, if only for the time being... there are just some things that are better off tuned out. not minded. and half-heartedly felt. i cannot and will not allow myself to succumb to being that which i have the least liking to. and maybe... just maybe... grab a spoon.