Sunday, April 30, 2006

homerun... run home

1, 2, 3 strikes and i'm out...
i shall call it a night and withdraw into my dugout.
watch the waltzing dust as it halts and settles,
throw in all my hopes with the other filthy towels...

this stadium is empty, the crowd- at rest...
but to walk the line with you is far too great a test.
pitches swerved, bases saved,
threw my last ball for you and then i waved...

let the sun set, for today has been kind
i will fly away solo...
leave you and my murcielago behind.

blue skies from patch adams

i was blue, just as blue as i could be
ev'ry day was a cloudy day for me
then good luck came a-knocking at my door
skies were gray but they're not gray anymore

blue skies smiling at me
nothing but blue skies do i see

bluebirds singing a song
nothing but bluebirds all day long

never saw the sun shining so bright
never saw things going so right
noticing the days hurrying by
when you're in love, my how they fly

blue days, all of them gone
nothing but blue skies from now on

i should care if the wind blows east or west
i should fret if the worst looks like the best
i should mind if they say it can't be true
i should smile, that's exactly what i do

just crossed my mind

someday, i'll
find happiness.
-an optimist

i'll never
be happy!
-pessimist

i am happy..
-a fool

i am but
a fool.
-a happy man

agree?

Thursday, April 27, 2006

happiness for dummies

so...

what is happiness?

why does almost everyone want to be happy?

"almost"... because there are those who would prefer to wallow in their own sadness. to sulk in their own inabilities to grant themselves something that they yearn for.

this so called "happiness" that they seek.

what is this happiness that is so coveted throughout man's existence? thought to be worth, what for most men define as happiness, well over the whole world's wealth.

is it? does it even come close to that? is it more or less?

too many have spoken of happiness. too many who would give all else to achieve it.

and still... too many who gave all else only to realize that they've traded their happiness for something else.

at least, they came to know what their "happiness" is… upside, huh?

this happiness is overrated.

much too decorated with what we think will make us happy. for that is our concept of happiness.

it is a wish list, if nothing else...

i am no pessimist... nor am i he who drowns himself in his own tears...

i am simply one who seeks... like you.

but for me, happiness is not something. not a grand idea. not a proven postulate of life.

my happiness is simply the opposite of my sadness. to know of something is to know first of its opposite.

this actually works both ways if we lay it out flat like this... but since happiness is much more trivialized, i chose it over sadness.

think happy thoughts...

Song Of The Week

the moment the intro played in my iTunes, i knew i'm gonna love this song...
it may sound funny, but it kind'a transported me inside the anime, Gate Keepers.
no other song has made me feel so alive and blessed...
none else spoke of me... well, in a sense, that is.
this is euphoria.
majestics followed by a prophet's resounding voice.
the lyrics just liberated me.
is this song playable for a funeral service? hehehehe!


Rise (radio edit)
by Safri Duo featuring Clark Anderson


did you really love me? 
did you really need me?
or were you just using me?
or were you just using me?
i never felt so used, i wont go back to you! 
so leave me alone…
i wasn't good enough, it was never about us!
so leave me alone…
alone… alone… so leave me alone.
alone… alone…
come on!
i've had enough of your kiss. 
the touch of your hand, i won't miss...
i've been wrapped up in all your crazy ways.
i'm caught up in your web of lies. 
gonna cut myself loose and say goodbye…
bye... bye...
i don't want you…
i don't need you…
i don't want you…
i never felt so used, i wont go back to you! 
so leave me alone…
i wasn't good enough, it was never about us!
so leave me alone.
alone… alone… so leave me alone.
alone… alone… so leave me alone.
hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
leave me… leave me... oh yeah!
did you really love me? 
did you really need me?
or were you just using me?
or were you just using me?
i never felt so used, i wont go back to you! 
so leave me alone…
i wasn't good enough, it was never about us!
so leave me alone…
alone… alone... so leave me alone.
alone (alone). come on (come on).

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

swimtunes!!!

Playing Under The Sun

1. ai no corrida [uniting nations featuring laura more]
good ol' feel good music with a touch of retro for your soul!

2. i'll be ready (i'm always here)
hey, it's summer! so sue me... a little (or a lot) beach spirit is in order.

3. friends forever [puffy ami yumi]

ahhh... thank you cartoon network!

4. don't let go (get what you give) [LMC versus new radicals]

just heard this one the other day... very catchy revival!

5. i love you more today than yesterday [goldfinger]

feel good music... 'nuff said.

6. it's you it's me [kaskade]

the beat's all summer if you ask me. perfect for baking under the sun...

7. love generation *extended*

if it's about love, it can't go wrong. summer reggaeton!

8. love's just found me *morjac extended* [the montanas featuring rita campbell]

this is all pink! good for the heart!

9. man in the mirror [hed kandi]

light beat. feel good. it's hed kandi, man!

10. no woman no cry [bob marley]

no beach scene is without the marley...

11. pink life [gyskard]

lay back and listen while facing the sun...

12. seasons of love *eddie baez remix*

another love celebration!

13. selfish [sunset daze]

the subtle beat is perfect for the summer relaxation scene...

14. sunrise *original mix* [simply red]

ditto here!

15. these dreams [nadege]

for when your limbs are tired from wallowing in the crystal waters...

16. unwritten [natasha bedingfield]

a tune to start a summer day... think, gearing up while this is playing.

17. walk away [kelly clarkson]

pop in the beach...

18. watchin' [freemasons]
a darker mood for the light and bubbly.

19. first time *club mix* [offer nissim featuring maya]
sing along with the "yeah's"... and shadow dance!

20. free *speed garage mix* [ultra nate]

like the title suggests...

21. everywhere [moustache club]

a subtler rendition of bonnie's hit... think, candies and picnic.

22. going home [shiro sagisu]

for retiring at the end of the day.

23. revelation *piano* [gensomaden saiyuki]

likewise...

24. selfish *jeffrey baja remix* [sunset daze]

a pumped up version... more dance-able!

25. alone *original vocal mix* [offer nissim featuring maya]

mood's dark... for when you've had tee many martoonies.

26. rise (leave me alone) *radio* [safri duo featuring clark anderson]

this just takes the entire cake! i am currently worshipping this song!

27. give it away [deepest blue]
there's actually a faster version... but this one's alright too.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

not so extended...

contrary to what this one suggests, it's actually shorter than the previous composite... hehehe!
this one's got Pink Life, Love Generation, and Ai No Corrida...

"To bring back smiles when there's none left to give..."


Wednesday, April 19, 2006

free huh?

they say...
"The Best Things In Life Are FREE"...
then how come HAPPINESS is so hard to acquire?
Go Figure!!!
if it's free, they've probably ran out of the stuff ages ago!

hohoho! merry christmas!

fools rush in

just crossed my mind:

someday, i'll
find happiness.

-an optimist

i'll never
be happy!

-pessimist

i am happy..
-a fool

i am but
a fool.

-a happy man

so sue me... i'm not a morning person, but it seems mornings have a way of revealing a part of the truth that we all seek. oh well... back to bed.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

for my beach loving family...

if you don't wanna click on one picture at a time... just watch this... hehehe! please wait 'til the song finishes... alrighty? hehehehe! love yah guys!!! mwah mwah!!!



Sunday, April 16, 2006

Selfish

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Today in History

April 15... the 105th day of the year in the Gregorian calendar (106th in leap years)


today in history:
1865 - Abraham Lincoln dies after being shot the previous evening by John Wilkes Booth

1923 - insulin first became generally available for use by diabetics

1955 - the first ever McDonald's restaurant opens in Des Plaines, Illinois

1983 - Tokyo Disneyland opens

1452 - Leonardo da Vinci is born

1959 - Emma Thompson, born

1990 - Emma Watson, born

food for thought...

when we make mistakes... we automatically wish we'd never made them... we'd wish we could go back in time and not slip up... a thousand and one heartaches and regrets that we air for everyone to know. but what if that mistake will actually make you a better person? what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, right? would you still rather not have made it? sliding doors, yes. will it have been all the same without the disgrace of a forlorn choice made? but you'll never know, really... every simulation and critique. mistakes often come with consequences... with justification and punishment. but no matter how big a bubu you make, however grave the outcome... sometimes, mistakes are more than just mistakes... they're lessons in disguise too...

for michael


my dearest Rock Lee,

happy birthday to you!
you are and will always be my bestfriend...
remember that dream i told you about? the one where i only had to call your name and you saved me from all the chaos that engulfs me. my faith in you will never fade...
you're still a few days older! hahahaha! and that will never change. ever! deal with it!
you'll always be my hero...


your Ninja Turtle

a fairy's tale come true...

everyone has a fairy tale...
we all may be living it now...
or we're still writing it.

but there are fairy tales handed down from generation to generation and will forever be the standards for our own little happily ever afters...
but what if we take the "fairy" out of the fairy tale and make our own stories come true?
here are some fairy tales with a twist of pink...

Cinderella

Beauty and The Beast

Pinocchio

Snow White

The Little Mermaid

Alice in Wonderland

Little Red Riding Hood

The Wizard of Oz

artwork credits go to dronio
click to check his webpage...

on Bleach

meet Ichigo Kurosaki...
a 15-year-old Japanese high school student with natural orange hair.


tough as steel, Ichigo always has his eyebrow furrowed and his lips in a scowl... but actually, he's as kind as they come and will go through anything for a family member or friend.

a gifted young man, Ichigo (whose name actually means "strawberry" in Japanese) has a tremendous amount of spiritual power in him and this allows him to see beings from the spiritual world.

this power also changed his life forever after his encounter with a Shinigami (Death God), as he becomes a Shinigami himself.

Rukia Kuchiki,an unseated Shinigami from Soul Society's (corresponds to the spiritual world or heaven) 13th Division, was drained of her Death God powers when she sought Ichigo's help during a battle with a Hollow (evil spirit).

being badly wounded, she takes the desperate measure of lending half of her powers to Ichigo. however, Ichigo fully absorbs Rukia's powers; add to that, Ichigo's own spiritual powers (or "reiatsu") being tapped into, resulting in an unprecedented, above-average, human, Shinigami.
as evidence, Ichigo wields a big-ass Zanpakutou ("Soul Slayer") which is a Shinigami's standard weapon; often resembling a Japanese katana or samurai sword, the size/form of a Death God's Zanpakutou corresponds to the amount of Reiatsu its wielder has.

together, Ichigo and Rukia stop evil dead on its tracks, no pun intended. they come face to face with numerous adversaries, with each opponent stronger than the last.

this is their story... the ancient battle of good and evil, or is it more complicated than that? to find out, watch Bleach... another rocking anime series that ought'a pump yer imagination and teach you a thing or two about life's basic philosophies along the way.